Keeping Watch

photoLast Thursday evening I was sitting at my desk at work when my cell phone started vibrating and dancing across the desk.  Not recognizing the number, I dismissed the call and went back to what ever it was I was doing at the time.  A couple of minutes later, another little buzz alerted me that there was a new voice-mail.  Needing to get up and move around a bit anyway, I grabbed my phone, and my heart’s phone, and walked down the hall so I could check the message with some degree of privacy.

To my surprise, the message was from the on-call doctor at my cardiologist’s office.  My heart’s cellphone had alerted the folks at LifeWatch to the fact that my heart rhythm was abnormal and that I appeared to be in atrial fibrillation, and they contacted my cardiology team who then called me.  So, I called the doctor back and he recommended that I get to the ER as soon as I could to be examined and receive treatment to stabilize my heart rhythm.  Finally aware of the symptoms that the doctor said I should have been feeling, I agreed that the ER visit was a good idea.  I informed my boss I was leaving and drove myself to the hospital.

photo4I got to the ER and explained my situation to the triage nurses.  I was a bit surprised when I was told to have a seat and they would be with me shortly, especially since there was a sign on the wall that specifically said that if you are experiencing any sort of cardiac issues to inform them immediately.  In my experience, I’ve always been taken into a room immediately.  Nevertheless, I took a seat in the waiting area.

Back in the ER, I was hooked up to all sorts of monitors.   There was hardly a bare spot on my chest by the time they finished putting electrode patches on me.  And thanks to a allergy to the adhesive on the EKG patches, I’ve got bright red, incredibly itchy reminders of the experience.  And I’ve got bruising on my arm from the IV that was put in so they could take blood and give medications as needed.

When they first got the monitors hooked up, my heart rate was over 150 BPM, and my blood pressure was 186/105.  I was given some sort of medication via the IV to help calm me and my heart down a bit.  And I was given some Tylenol because I evidently had a bit of a fever.

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A bunch of blood tests, chest x-rays, and poking and prodding later, I was told that everything was mostly OK at that point and that I would be going home.   And, initially, I was thoroughly pissed off that they didn’t find anything wrong and felt that a big deal was made for nothing.  Then I got to thinking about things a little more.

There are two major take-a-ways  here that are really important.

Firstly,  I know for sure that my heart monitor and the support team at LifeWatch are doing their jobs.  They really are watching over things and really will call me if there’s a problem.  That phone call could have saved my life and that makes the expense and frustrations of the device worth it.

And secondly, there is now documented evidence of the strange palpitations and heart rhythms I’ve been experiencing lately.  When I wore one of these monitors two years ago to try and document this same issue, I came up empty handed in the evidence department.  Now, my cardiology team and I have documented events to look at and determine what the next step in this process will be.  So, no, the trip to the hospital and excitement wasn’t a waste.

Who knows? Maybe this will be the evidence my f****** insurance company needs to get them to agree that I really do need the tests and medications that my doctors are ordering.

I’m not holding my breath though.

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Diabetes Art Day: Bleeding Fingers, Broken Heart

My submission for the 5th Annual Diabetes Art Day. Many thanks to my friend Lee Ann Thill for organizing this awesome event every year.

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Bleeding Fingers, Broken Heart. Done on black and white scratch board.

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More than a little discomfort

My appointment at the urologist’s office this morning was interesting to say the least. Down right painful and unsettling if I’m being honest.
I’m not going to share any great details, but I’ll say that prostate exams and catheters are not pleasant experiences at all.

The problem, it appears, is my bladder is not emptying completely. The organ itself is functioning but not optimally. The NP doesn’t seem to think the problem is severe and wants me to try a medication for a couple of months to see if that will resolve the issue. I’m hopeful that it will. I’ll follow up with the office in a few months.

As if the experience of that appointment wasn’t painful enough to deal with today, I had to spend the afternoon wading through prior authorization hell with my insurance company. First when I received a call from the heart pavilion to tell my my Cardiac MRI couldn’t be scheduled until the insurance had deemed it medically necessary, and then again when I tried to pick up my Insulin pens from CVS. Hopefully, that situation will be unscrewed soon. I’m running low.

For now, I’m going to put an end to the rough day. Good night!

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My Heart has a Cell Phone, Again

On Monday I went for the appointment with the nurse practitioner at my cardiologist’s office.  As I mentioned in my last post, I’ve been dealing with some weird heart palpitations and breathing issues, etc…, and it has been quite a while since I’ve have any tests done, so it was time for the visit.

The NP noted my issues and, after consulting with another cardiologist at the practice, decided that I should wear a heart monitor for a month to see if we can document the issues I’m having.   So, once again, my heart has a cell phone.

It was also decided that I should undergo a cardiac MRI in order to get a better idea of how well my heart is or is not functioning at this time.  It’s been two years, as of this month in fact, since I’ve had one of these tests.  So, it’s time.  I’m waiting for the heart pavilion at the local hospital to contact me and let me know when that test will be done.  I should know by the end of the week.

For now, I’m trying to get used to having this blasted heart monitor on again.  I’ve only had it since Monday and I’m already having issues with allergic reactions to the adhesive on the electrode patches.  I’ve contacted the company and they are sending a batch of patches for folks with sensitive skin, but it will take a few days for them to get here.    For now, I’m trying to figure out how to make due with what I’ve got, and keep myself from ripping the patches off and scratching the hell out of the itchy spots.  Wish me luck.

During my first adventure with the heart monitor two years ago, I made a video about the monitor and how it worked and all.  Since I have the exact same monitor this time around, and since today is Throw Back Thursday, I thought I’d share that video again.  Enjoy.

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Appointments made

On Monday I finally heard back from my doctor’s office about why they were trying to get in touch with me last week. They had test results to share, and to tell me that I needed to make appointments with my cardiologist and a new doctor, a urologist.

I’ve been dealing with some weird heart palpitations, breathing issues, etc and pain as of late. I had addressed this with my PCP when I saw her and she ordered an EKG. Based on the results, and the fact that I haven’t seen him in a year, I was told to make an appointment with my cardiologist. Well, he’s out of the office until March, so I’ll be seeing his nurse practitioner next Monday afternoon.

Now, about that Plummer … I mean urologist appointment.

The fact of the matter is there’s something wrong with the water works. We initially thought I might have a bladder infection, or urinary tract infection, and tried to treat the issue as such. But, the problem remains.

My doctor ordered urine analysis tests to check for other potential infections and diseases, the results of which all came back negative. So, having exhausted her knowledge, the doctor has referred me to a urologist for further testing to determine what’s going on. That appointment is next Friday morning.

I must admit to being quite nervous about that appointment and what their testing may discover. I’m trying to be positive and open to the idea that it’s going to be something simple and easily treatable. And, if the opposite is the case, well, I’ll burn that bridge if I get to it.

For now, I just have to stay away from Dr. Google and his big book of scary bovine fecal matter.

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More like Teflon, Less like Velcro

Well, here we are.  20 days into the new year and I’m just now getting around to writing about my resolution for 2014.  OK, writing about it here anyway.  I posted about it on Facebook and Twitter on New Year’s Day.

As I said then, my resolution for 2014 is to try to be a little more like Teflon and a little less like Velcro.  Now, what on earth does that mean? More like Teflon and less like Velcro?

Well, the idea was inspired by an article by Martha Funnell that I found in the Fall 2013 issue of Walgreens Diabetes & You magazine.  The article was titled “Velcro or Teflon: Which one are you?” and focused on responses to stressful events and their impact on our our bodies and diabetes management.  I found it quite interesting given the numerous problems I was dealing with at the time, so I filed the magazine away for future reference, knowing that I’d come back to it at some point.

If you read my blog, or follow my posts on Facebook or Twitter, you know that the last several months have been quite difficult.  You know about my aunt’s death, my battle with burnout, depression, etc…  It’s all taken a huge toll on me.

Frequently, the question raised in Funnell’s article has been present in my mind.  “Velcro or Teflon: Which one are you?”  My answer is obvious.  I’ve definitely been more like Velcro the last 6 months.   Every incredibly stressful thing that has happened over the course of these last month has clung to me and pulled me down to a pretty dark place.

Well, that’s where the resolution comes from.  I need to be a little more like Teflon, and not let the bad things stick and keep me from doing what I need to do to care for me.  I know that there are plenty of things beyond my control, but I can control how I care for myself and my health needs.  I can make sure I’m checking my blood sugars as I should be.  I can make sure I’m taking all of my medications as I’m suppose to be.  And, I can make sure I’m eating well.

I’ve never been really good with the new year’s resolution thing and may well fall on my face with this one, but I’m giving it a shot.

I’m worth it.

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Wordless Wednesday: Best number today

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Best number I’ve seen all day. I’ll take it.

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Almost Wordless Wednesday: A New Year’s Promise

Here’s hoping that this is a promise of a better year to come. Captured this on the way back to Fort Wayne this evening and thought it was the perfect image to share on this first wordless Wednesday of 2014.

Happy New Year Everyone!

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Happy New Year

Well friends, there’s about 1 hour left in this final day of 2013 and I’m thankful to see it come to an end.  It has been an incredibly difficult year for so many reasons and while I could spend a lot of time recapping the good and the bad of 2013, I’d really rather wrap up this year of life and blogging with short note from the heart.

So, from the pit of my left ventricle, I wish you all a safe and Happy New Year.  Be well, my friends!

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5 years

Today is the 5th anniversary of my diagnosis with Type 2 Diabetes and Congestive Heart Failure.  Wow, only five years?  It feels like so much longer.  Alas, just five years.  Five years of knowing, caring, surviving, and sharing.

Five years of knowing that I have a two invisible chronic illnesses for which there are no cures.  Five years of knowing that I’m not alone in my fight.  That there are millions of others fighting the same things.  Five years of getting to know some of the most amazing people around.  Lots of love to everyone in the Diabetes Online Community.

Five years of caring more about my well being.  Five years of doing everything I possibly could to beat the odds against me.  Five years of caring for those around me, both online and offline.  Five years of being me.

Five years of surviving the many challenges before me.  Five years of enduring the daily routines required to stay alive.  Five years of painful medical procedures and tests to monitor changes both good and bad.

Five years of sharing my story with the world.  Sharing both my victories and my defeats, showing what it’s really like to live with these conditions.  Sharing the message that it is possible to live well with both. And that there is no shame in being diagnosed with them.

You’ve surely noticed the repetition in this post by now, and you may very well be ready to leave it.  And, honestly, I really can’t blame you.  I’d love to leave it all behind too.  But I can’t.  That’s life with type 2 diabetes and congestive heart failure.

5 years

 

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